in the end, i’d do it all again (and again, and again) chapter 5

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summary:  Phil felt like he was going to throw up, because he really didn’t like this. His head was spinning, probably not helped by the painkillers in his veins and the blood loss from just a few hours earlier. He could die trying for Dan’s second chance at life, or he could just walk away and put up with the loss like any other human being would have to.
It was reckless. It was stupid. It was self-destructive.
He knew he would regret it for the rest of his life if he missed this chance.

rating: mature

warnings for this chapter: warnings for this chapter: some elements of grieving? argument? not much today (also there’s a part where i used crazy sorta unreadable text for story-relevant reasons which will sort of make sense as we go along, i put the crazy text stuff in normal text too, in brackets just above for anyone who needs it!)

please note that major character death/coma/afterlife are themes throughout!!!

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